I'm getting married :)

The idea that I'm getting married in nine months, though, doesn't seem to have quite sunk in yet. Remember that little invite effort I made the other day at work? I just got so cosy here that I actually forgot it was a new diary and never got around to closing up the old one. Aunt Collette made a delicious, tearfully-spicy cajun dish called Dirty Rice when we got back to the house, and that was pretty much the end of that day... other than the excitement when a tiny white gecko was found in the fridge. That was always my favorite part when we lived at the old house and the place was full to the rafters. What is your favorite time of the day and why?

Friends favorite episodes:

My fav friends episode is the one when Ross marries Emily :)
How can you not love that episode!?! People seem to care about things that don't affect them and not pay attention to things like their children, their neighbors, their schools. I don't think you have any idea how much you hurt people. I don't care...

Don't know why, but i do.

I love men but i hate Bush

What he stands for is false and hateful and on all levels I wish he would lay the fuck down so the rational America could bug-fuck the bastard into the dirt.

I have work today and I'm still gonna engrave our names into the heart at work.

So that certainly turned what was supposed to be a restful afternoon into a fairly stressful timespan, for then and till I calmed down.

I think i prefer women now...

Then the girl was trying to get the kid to sing his ABC's but he didn't want to and she gave up. I said do you really want to know? I just don't want to try anymore.

I just try to be there for them so that they know that i care. Jen offered to do it for me, and in the meantime, we convinced her to ask Don one more time if she could go...

Put your records on....

The girl that lived upstairs said that she saw him messing with my door when she got home and heard me ask what he was doing in my house, and then him having his ass kicked a few minutes later. I had to ask myself why I was so looking forward to meeting a bunch of retards to blast in my diary, and realized that I had just learned a lesson from a bunch of rednecks. I can say with great confidence that the work of Doctor Julia of the houses has changed my life. Is that ok?

So all I know at this time is that the electricity effecting several north-eastern states is completely out due to something about a grid in Niagra Falls or that's what I think was said on the car radio when I first heard about it. In my opinion, this event was the testablished How mature am I at this point in my life?

Wigs are cool.

Maybe they never saw those wigs. I have short, very coarse strawberry blonde hair. I like the idea of wigs, they can change your whole persona. We have talked about moving in together before, but with the problems we've been having I dont know if thats such a super idea that i first thought. When in times of great struggle we should band together and become one.

Well, some of you may have remembered that a couple of entries ago, I stated that I was taking a 40-day and 40-night vow of celibacy. lol well looks like that went out the window. We live in a cynical world, and in order to change that we have to step up and question the way things are viewed; however, the curse being, that you must constantly defend yourself when you challenge people.

Its feelings like these that grip my soul and wake me weep. These are the people that bring a smile on my face.
How can you tell what a good lookin cat is? They're all cute to me. However, what kills me isn't just that I know that I did really badly in that test, but, also, as I was sitting at my seat, it made so much sense; it felt so wrong like I'd made a mistake.

What I did today

So we went to lunch together and shopping and to the aerobics. When in times of great struggle we should band together and become one. I let the world wash over me, and just accept whats being done to me. For most of my adult life I have challenged the way people think, and for most of my life, I have had to suffer some heavy scrutiny for having those thoughts and ideas. I am working on being gracious when people say that they like my postings, but I still have to fight the impulse not to stare at the ground, mumble something self-deprecating, and then run to the bar and order most of it. Oh, they boasted and ruffelled their feathers and fired people crappy wappy from hundreds of miles away and did all the crappy wappy manager stuff that seems to work at other places like ABE books, but they never got it through their heads that they were deffo NOT ABE Books, and they certainly didn't have the kind of money it takes to support such behavior.